Looking at the mirror now, i feel that i look like an old hag... always so tired at the end of day man..

Giselle is coming to 3 months in another 2 weeks time. Time really flies fast. Every morning when she sees me now, she will smile. Her smile really brighten my morning. (why only morning? cos if she don sleep after her morning shower, stress for me then...)Babies need at least 16 hrs of sleep for brain development and growth. sometimes i really wanna if she has enough sleep. She can be a light or heavy sleeper depending on how tired she is. sometimes even a little thud, she also wake up.

Giselle in the pic with her 2 elder cousin, Xrystal and Xander.. the 2 of them like her alot...

When Yh is not working, we usually try to go out if not i would be staying at home for the whole week. Super Sian then... The pic above was taken when we meet my sis at Taka.

Oh, some of my students drop during the June Holiday to visit me and baby. They bought this suit for Giselle. So sweet of them.

This year, is the first time i celebrated Mother's Day so does Yh, his first Father's Day. That day, we went to Sakura at Woodlands with his family. I find it so-so. would still prefer Downtown East's Sakura.

For my family, we went to vegetarian buffet at Quality Hotel. Been there a few time alreadi. Would prefer dinner but all becos of my gal, now must of the meeting have to be lunch. She din like to stay late into the night. We tried before if she stay out too long, or too late, she will cry and cry throughout. So if anyone wanna meet me, remember lunch meeting. :)

Being a Super Kiasu Mum, my house is like a store.. I stock about 16 packs of diapers.. Hahaha.. when i see that ntuc is having offer.. Must buy.. Bought M and L size to stock up... Being at home sometimes mean that i cant go out to do shopping so end up "Shop Online"..

Yh is saying that i am spending alot.. Guess i really am.. Latest item bought from the internet is this Sophie Graffie.. It's a teether..Hope Giselle like it..Mummy really spending too much money on her liao

It has been 2 weeks past since i given birth to my gal Giselle...

The contraction starts on Mon 13 Apr and and about 83o am on Tue, the doc break my water bag and the real pain came in... the pain is realli so severe, it's hard to describe. I guess oni mother will understand the pain i that i am talking about...

These 2 weeks of confinement i guess caused me into depression... first the waeather is so damn hot....how i wished that it would rain... my master bedroom is not an ideal place for confinement... in the room, there is no fan and i am not allowed to have aircon initially....

frankly speaking, i can still tahan the weather a bit but is the rash on my body that trigger the whole depression thingy... i started to develop rash the 4th day i am discharge.. it got worse as it spread from my hands to my leg to my back to my chest and to my tummy area....

imagine with the hot weather and the rash which is so itchy, how to tahan... furthermore i don usually have skin problem but this make me real sad and also the stretch marks on my tummy start to become a little itchy... i am really veri sad...

everytime when i am not feeling well, i will look at my gal.. no matter how bad mood i am she will still give me that innocent look... she will not show me any face just the cute innnocent look....

I wish YH can be more tolerant.. I don wan to talk doesnt mean that i don need him to be around... he also showed me one kind of face when i am not in the good mood... come on lor... everyday i don get to see him alot cos he is always working.. i realli don understand why he still need to run errand on weekend.. isnt ur wife more important? shouldnt u show more care and concern for her? it's really depressing.. i have not been sleeping well now cos in the daytime as the weather is too bad i cant sleep, hence no rest... when it come to nighttime, as long as i hear my gal move about i will turn and see her...now i think i end up having headache liao....

he just wont understand..... i suggested that he sleeps in the other room also fear that my gal will disturb him and he has to work also and definitely need plenty of rest...

Luckily, i still have my sis who is there to always console me and talk to me.. she keep telling me to be strong cos she understands the pain and depression that i am going through....

Actually, i pity my mom who has to tolerate my bad mood everyday.. she has been veri tolerant towards me.. my dad too.... although i would complain and complain and show my bad temper, they still patiently do everything for me and my gal.. Realli thanks alot... Although i don don say anything deep down inside i realli appreciate the things that they have done for me...

Time begin i guess i realli don wan to see any vistors until the baby full month celebration... cos i realli don have the mood to entertain them and i realli don feel like seeing any one except my sis (at least she is someone that i can turn to...)

It's a long long time since we have any picnic with my relatives... While my mom called me on 5 April morning saying that she will be going picnic with relatives and asked if i wanna come along... Sis is going too... so i agree..
Quite a number of them went... Guess the children have enjoyed themselves... Years years ago. our parents always organised picnic with the relatives and we always played with my cousins.. Nowadays everyone grow up and is busy with work or children. We hardly have the time to meet... Guess this picnic really let us catch up with the old times....

Some pics from the gathering....

4 April is my mom bday... but as bro has to work on that day, we celebrated it earlier...

Since me and my sis has given the bday gift to her earlier, the expensive LV bag, Dad said that he will pay for the dinner...

It's also not cheap for a eight course vegetarian dinner.... 200++ (oh did i mention that my parents are both vegetarians)

Sly is the best cos he only paid for the cake but that day he don seems to be feeling veri well.... (see lah, go chalet don sleep so dinner time cant tahan liao and he had veri bad headache...

Pics of some of the the dishes we ordered....

Me, my sis and my niece, Xrystal...

Mom And Dad

The Birthday Cake

So happy that the hols is here...
Yesterday is the first Sat since school reopened that i totally din nothing...
was sleeping and sleeping the whole day at mom's place...
Taught girl girl to read story book while YH went to polish the car with my dad and bro...
so shiok, no need to do anything...
This morning, manage to finish the movie "Twilight"... alot of my students are reading the book on it.. seems interesting.. cos it like fantasy with romance...
Maybe should start reading on the books.. hehehe..
went to my in laws house for lunch and then went for IT show.. too many people.. BB also buay tahan... so uncomfortable...
Luckily, YH manage to buy what he wanted.. a 24 inch LCD monitor... cost $399... still within the budget...
din get to buy the camera that i wan cos it out of stock.. so sad...
so tired..

I haven blog for like 2 months liao...

Times really flies so fast.... Maybe cos of my pregnancy, i am veri tired everyday... even on weekend as well....

It's realli a wonderful thing to have a little one inside you, kicking, turning....The feeling sometimes maybe terrible cos ur tummy is so stretch till it feel like it's bursting but it's always a relief for the mummy when u feel ur little one kicking everyday.... Now waiting for it's arrival in about 1.5 months times.. so exciting...

Initially, YH also don realli have much feeling as being a father, now able to feel the little one kicking, he is also looking forward to her arrival...

We went to the baby fair yesterday, veri KS, bought 4 pack of pampers... hahaha...BB not out yet already spending so much one her...

Nowadays i also have a craze for buying storybooks..

Saw on the net that someone is selling Dr Suess books (Set of 20) for $80. is like $4 per books. Hmmm... seems like a good deal...anyone interested can contact me to find out...

also went to Taka yesterday to buy present for my mom with YH and my sis.. Guess what we buy..

hahaha.. spent $1490 on LV handbag for her.. She has been working so hard and sis and i discussed that if we wan to buy we buy a good bag for her...Hm... but a super large large hole in my pocket liao...

School starts again....
Throughout the whole hols, have been packing and packing my house, i realised that i din enjoy it much and now sch starts...
Everyday, due to standing for a long time, my back is always aching... Argh..... so painful....

Luckily my form class is not so bad.... I probably have scared them during the 1st day in school..
The leaders in class are very fast workers. My monitress has almost collected from the whole class their health blookets and my treasurer has collected the required money within 3 days.
It really lessen alot of my load... A good thing that they are responsible and get the things done.
Guess i would have no worries when i ask them to do something....